This is me - Carmen Lee

Happy 2012!

Happy New Year! I was so busy with my wedding flower job and of course, parties!! Now, is time to really sit down and put down the list of resolution for this year. Everyone around the world is talking about resolution! Resolution?? My resolution?? Hmmm….. I don’t really have one! Well, is because sometimes we just not able to control what will going to happen the next or predict anything or want something to be happended in our way! So, that’s why I don’t really have one… But… I do have something that need to be done which is something that I NEED rather than something that I WANT to achieve…

Hah! Today is the special sales at Apple Malaysia online store. So, I have gotten myself a Mac which I really NEED it. Ok, this is something that I have achieved haha! Sadly, this means it’s my ‘bye bye London bridge trip’ this year… I’m sorry babe, couldn’t attend your wedding in London, gotta use my ‘blood-sweat-money’ on something i need at the moment. Gonna miss you loads Mel!!

Secondly, of course getting my arse back to work out (metabolism is getting slow means, ok, I admit that I’m really getting old!)… Oh well, this is something that I have done it couple days ago!! Bravo!!!

Alright… Many more to achieve! Wish you all the best in year 2012! :)

Something

So much things going around my mind… I just feel like writing something today but it just couldn’t come out right… Just not right… A stressful day… An ugly night to know an ugly truth… Tired but couldn’t sleep… Had a wrong drink… Miss my family… It’s almost 12am.. Not knowing that I haven’t taken dinner… It’s just ain’t right but I know it will be fixed into the right position at the end of the day… 

Confucius from the Heart

As we move through life, it is hard for us to avoid things that cause regret and disappointment. We may lack of strength to change it, but what we can change is the attitude with which we approach these setback. The good will see goodness in it, and the wise see wisdom. The truth has never been far away from ordinary people.

Empty Mind

I was staring at my lappie with an empty mind. My brain was totally not able to function well.. I can’t work.. What I feel like right now is just to cry because my heart sank. I just hate the guessing game… Oh God, give me an exact answer please!